I mentioned in my last post that my husband and son were spending time this summer paddling the Churchill river in Labrador.
Well, he is back. My son is still out there in that beautiful part of our country.
Together it appears that they created some fabulous summer memories of their own.
They paddled a section of the river which may soon be flooded due to a future hydro dam.
But all that aside... my husband, a writer, came home and wrote this piece for my nephew about his experience.
He has agreed to share it here on my blog.
So, I hope you have time to settle in for a read.
This is not my normal practice but I loved it so much and he agreed to share it.
Thank you Andrew. :)
Wolf Song – The
Maiden Voyage of River Song Adventures
By Andrew
McGillivray
It was a series of
firsts: first time on the Churchill River in Labrador and the first
time on a canoe trip with my son, Alex. Matter of fact, it was the
first time I had sat in a canoe for many years. We were in Labrador
visiting my sister, Jane, and my nephew, David. That visit was also
the first one in many years. And it was another first: the first
expedition of David’s fledgling enterprise, River Song Adventures.
We put our canoes in
the water below the rapids at Gull Island, approximately 65 km
upriver from Muskrat Falls. Before we took off, Jane informed us
there was another set of rapids a short distance downstream from our
point of departure. I felt a momentary rush of panic; I hadn’t
signed on to run rapids. I was expecting a relatively calm patch of
river with little, if any, white water. A canoeing mishap during my
youth had made nervous around fast-moving water – which, I suppose,
made yet another first: the first time in many years that I had
deliberately placed myself in a situation that could prove to be
uncomfortable.
Even so, David
assured me that the rapids we were about to go through were fairly
mild, as white water goes, and not difficult to manoeuvre. After some
brief instruction, we headed downriver, with David and me in one
canoe and Jane and Alex in the other. David is a skilled canoeist and
a trained wilderness guide with certification in white water rescue,
so I knew I was in good hands. In any case, I was hardly about to
show fear in front of my son. Still, I felt a knot of apprehension as
our canoes carried us toward the rapids.
There is nothing
quite like the feeling of having faced a fear – even if it’s not
a crippling one – and having successfully overcome it. David
negotiated the rapids with ease, leaving me to do little more than
paddle when he told me to. Once we were in the rapids, they didn’t
seem nearly as daunting as they had seemed moments before. On
reflection, I shouldn’t have been surprised by this: David was
raised here; the Labrador wilderness is his backyard and he knows it
intimately.
We made camp about
an hour before sunset. We pitched our tents on a sandy beach at the
river’s edge, and got to work preparing the evening meal. After
supper, it had grown dark and we gathered around the campfire. Jane
started the evening’s entertainment by drumming on a pot. David
grabbed a pan and drummed out a complementary rhythm, and Alex and I
didn’t waste any time joining in with improvised instruments of our
own. Caught up in the excitement of the moment, someone began to howl
like a wolf, and the rest of us followed suit. We howled and drummed
until we collapsed into laughter, and after our laughing had died
down, we started spinning stories.
Suddenly, not five
minutes after we had quieted down, a wolf howled from somewhere
downstream. That was answered by another howl from somewhere
upstream, and then a third wolf howled from directly across the
river. Then the night erupted with the songs of wolves up and down
the river. We listened with awe. From somewhere nearby, yet another
wolf howled. That one felt uncomfortably close, and we started to
worry that our noise had drawn the wolves toward our camp.
By silent agreement
we huddled close to the fire, and whispered among ourselves, all the
while peering into the surrounding darkness. David chose that moment
to warn us about how to behave around wild animals. “When you meet
a wild animal,” he said, “show no fear. If you show fear, it will
cause the animal to also be afraid, and that will make him more
likely to attack you.”
“Anyway,” he
added, “there have never been any reports of wolves actually
attacking humans.”
Then after a short
pause David said, “I’m sorry, Mr. Wolf, that we are too timid to
talk back to you now.” We all laughed at this, and that eased our
tension. Eventually, one by one, the wolves stopped howling. The only
one that continued to howl was the one closest to us, and that
carried on for some time. It was as though he was trying to get us to
answer him so he could find us again. We went to our tents while he
was still calling and I lay in the darkness and listened to him howl
out his disappointment. After a time, he gave up and we went to
sleep.
Bear tracks |
During the second
day, I got used to the rhythm of the water. Most of the time, the
river was relatively calm, though the current produced small swells
and ripples that made the surface resemble a pot of water seconds
before it starts to boil. Some parts, however, spawned waves that
bounced our canoes like corks, and some of these waves appeared
bigger than those I had encountered in the first set of rapids. It
occurred to me then that I was no longer apprehensive about them, and
I was actually enjoying the ride.
All the while, we
kept our own rhythm. I matched the pace of my paddle strokes with
David’s, and after a few minutes the rhythm took over. Each stroke
of the paddle followed the one before it in a monotonous cadence, and
often my mind would wander. As I studied various points on the
horizon I tried to gauge distances and grew increasingly aware that I
was surrounded by a vast wilderness that draws its power from its
sheer size and demands respect from those who traverse it. For those
who do not give this land its due, the penalty can be death. This is
a land where, only two or three generations ago, trappers left their
wives and children behind for the winter to harvest trap lines that
often were dozens of frozen kilometers away. Wives did chores at home
and raised children on the edge of this endless wilderness and prayed
they would see their husbands again in the spring. The descendents of
these tough men and women still operate those trap lines, though now
they can travel the same distance by snowmobile on a weekend.
The land was silent
except for the occasional cry of a bird or the drone of an aircraft
flying far overhead. In the background, almost below the level of
conscious recognition, was the steady sound of moving water, which
sometimes strengthened into a roar but mostly stayed as a soft
whisper. This is what Jane refers to as the river’s song.
That night, we
camped at the mouth of a small stream. A pair of otters had made
their home there, though they didn’t seem bothered by our presence.
In fact, while we ate our supper by the fire, the otters trolled for
their supper in the river in front of our campsite, taking turns
diving noisily and reappearing seconds later to swim against the
current and watch us from the safety of the river.
We retired to our
tents early that evening, before dusk had become fully dark. My
muscles ached from a day of paddling, and sleep beckoned. Shortly
after I had settled into my sleeping bag, I thought I heard an animal
sniffing around our tents. Alex heard it too, and we both raised our
heads and listened. It could have been an animal, or it could have
been the sigh of the partially open flap against the fabric of the
tent; either way, I was too tired to investigate. We heard nothing
more, though, and soon we fell asleep.
When we awoke the
next morning, the sky was overcast. It had started to rain during the
early morning hours and a light rain was falling steadily. It would
stay that way as we paddled the rest of the way downriver. Just
before loading up our canoes for the paddle home, Jane signalled me
to come and see something she had found. There were fresh wolf tracks
in the soft mud at the river’s edge. “At least one wolf visited
us last night,” she said.
Wearing rain gear
under our life jackets, we pushed off from shore. When we got out
onto the river a wind had come up and it drove the rain into our
faces. I tried to ignore the rain as best I could and keep paddling.
About an hour into our paddle, we heard the howl of a lone wolf
coming from the forest along the river. David gave an answering howl.
“Let’s see if we can bring it out onto the beach,” he said.
Sure enough, not
thirty seconds later, a large wolf trotted out from the cover of the
trees and regarded us solemnly from shore. It followed our progress
down the river for awhile before disappearing back into the forest.
“That was a
first,” said Jane, who is a veteran of more than a dozen much
longer trips down the Churchill River. “I’ve never seen that
happen before now.”
We continued on
without further incident, and that afternoon we arrived at Muskrat
Falls, where we pulled our canoes out of the water and headed back
home to hot showers and a feast of wild salmon.
David, Jane and Alex |
So what did I get
out of all this? Well, for one, I faced down a fear and won. It
wasn’t a big fear. It’s not like I was paralyzed by it. I don’t
even think I said all that much about it until after I’d already
gone through the rapids. But it was a challenge, and I overcame it.
That’s a nice feeling.
And there was the
spectacular scenery. I suppose what was so overwhelming for a city
slicker like me was the feeling that I was reliving history. This was
the same route used by countless trappers, voyageurs and woodsmen in
the centuries before I was born.
And there was
spending time with my sister and my nephew. It was nice to pass the
time in their habitat.
And there were the
wolves. For those, like me, who are intrigued by such notions, it was
like they were watching over us and providing safe passage through
their land.
But mostly it was
about my son. We didn’t talk all that much together. There were no
revelations, no cataloguing of past hurts or future plans. But it was
wonderful to paddle down the river with him and to watch him meet
each circumstance with quiet competence. At some point during the
trip it dawned on me that he has become a man I am proud to know.
That night, as I sat
back with a bellyful of delicious salmon and basked in the warm
feeling of accomplishment, Jane asked me whether I would consider
making that trip again.
“In a heartbeat,”
I replied.
Oh Donna, that was wonderful! Does your husband write for a living? He is very good, he made the sounds and the scenery come alive for the reader.
ReplyDeleteThe photos are fascinating, the North country of Canada is truly breath taking!
Yes he is a professional writer. I will gladly pass along your comments. Sounds like a wonderful trip and I think it will be a great memory for both him and my son!
DeleteThank him for taking me along on that journey. I think he has the wolf for his totem, now. I have a perfect picture in my mind of one, strong timber wolf following him through the journey and seeing him safely through forest. What an amazing experience!
ReplyDeletewow, what a cool post...your hubby sounds like a pro....beautiful pics, what a beautiful country...I LOVE CANADA.....Been to Victoria and Vancouver. Would love to make it to Newfoundland once (since I have one) lol
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderfully written memory to share with us Donna!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much -
Although I have to tell you I wouldn't have lasted the night with that lone wolf howling away LOL
Thanks so much for sharing - it's a part of our beautiful country I've never been too ( PEI is the farthest I've gone east )
XOXOXO
That was a beautiful text and the pictures are amazing.
ReplyDeleteYes, you can certainly tell that your husband is a writer. I love this post! :D But I would have run away after seeing the bear tracks.
ReplyDeleteDonna please add my appreciation for his post,I really enjoyed it. What a wonderful experience for him and for Alex.
ReplyDeleteWow Donna that looks awesome. Weren't you afraid of the bear?
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post.
I really enjoyed reading Andrew's account of the canoe trip! Alex looks so tall in the photo. How old his he now?
ReplyDeleteHi Barb! I hope you see this as your email address does not show up for me. Alex is 19. He stayed in Labrador for a month this summer and has a great experience with Jane and David. I hope you are well.
DeleteDonna, I just found this blog post today and was riveted by Andrew's story. Thanks so much for sharing it. He is a really good writer. How wonderful that Alex could spend part of the summer there and father and son could experience canoeing the river together. Pam
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